hello sunshine.
I see you & I have a few things in common.
age: I just turned 69.
single parent: I birthed one, adopted one, fostered a few.
finances: I've never had a taxable income.
I have a serious illness.
I am alone.
Depression is such a demon.
you're right; it impacts one's energy level. it impacts everything.
and dealing with officious paper-pushers who deprive one of any sense of power doesn't help, nor does medication that leaves one with brain fog.
I wish I could offer words of advice. I've stood at the brink of abysmal depression but have managed to step back. I think this forum is a good place for venting and sometimes simply venting helps.
I sincerely believe you have nothing to fear of the assisted suicide/compassionate death legislation.
It is intended to extend rights, not to deprive; to offer one last choice, one last chance to have a say. you'll be alright. your rights will be protected.
Katherine mentioned healthcare providers. do you prepare your own meals?